I always try to look “normal”. I wear clothes that fit me and make me look like a normal not-depressed person. I never want to look tired, even if I am tired as hell. I want people to think I’m okay.
This is post 96/200.
Just wait until the last post.
I agree. Self harm is not about controlling the pain, it’s about giving myself a punishment I deserve.
Though right now I haven’t self harmed for a long time!
story of my life